Hard Times

So as the world goes on and on.So does the shitty economy.Everyone loses out at some point.Whether it be job,lover,investments,or value of your home.Bills start to pile up daily it seems.Creating problems that are so hard to fix.Now fixing emotional,relationships,your mind and heart.That shit can easily be done and at all costs some things take longer to fix and heal.But when it comes to money,it is not grown on tree's.So as the world grows as well as the cost of living.Food,gas,rent,schools,clothes and etc.So alot of people ask me where I find the strength having such a huge family.Well hell if I sat here and lied and told you it was easy.Well that would make me a lying twat bag.It is hard as fuck whether you working or not.Even those with higher paying jobs,struggle.Seems for what we make,to live costs double or then some.For me,my roof is $1600 per month and food costs.Depending if the cow or chicken has had gold stuck up its ass.Can range from $800 to $1300 hundred a month.Not including gas for vehicle,heating,electrial and so on.So it does suck,we work to create a comfortable home enviroment.At all costs at some point,we will hit a full out depression or be depressed and pull back from everyone.Some of us will eventually snap and lose our minds.But realistically in a non I have given up way.Make the best of what you got.Can be taken away faster then you think.Like we all know we can't shoot the messenger.But I am sure most are like me and wish the mail man got hit by a big fucking truck 12 months a year so he cant deliver the shit.No doubt about it all that going to the mailbox is a high heart racing moment for alot.Half the population and I say half only which I figure is way more.But dont wanna stipulate more.But half are one paycheck away from being evicted or having no power,gas or food at all.95% just because cost of living.So many people have to make sacrifices just to get through the month.Whether it be less food to pay more on the power bill ready to be cut,or bus for a week so you can buy more food.Single family homes I will never say have it easier.But I rather at times have 1 child then a starting hockey line up.But we do not control inflation or cost of living as much as we would think.Now anyone that is gonna judge me because I wrote this article.I have lived in more harsh vast and gross conditions then most.Everything from sharing a room with 9 people.Living in a gross cock roach infested place.Sleeping behind dumpsters or under picnic benches.Wandering the bus stations in middle of the night till it closes to stay warm.Our situations in life dont always come from how arrogant pricks state.I always hear..You put yourself there.Well at all costs nobody unless you have addictions.Does this intentionally at fucking all.We will always have some loud mouth fucker spewing they are better and saved better.Or have all these toys.Who cares what fucking toys you have in life.The people I would like to bitch slap are those that have 2 kids and not 5 and ask and try to belittle.Why you not rich or high rolling more.Hmm my bloody food bill is your food and mortgage fuckface.I know most of you are like I do I do.We all know a bragger with a small family ready to indulge his or her riches and accomplishments.

But really when it comes down to shit.People dont like us normally unless we have a personality.Sure it is fun to play with other toys,but if you have no personality.YOUR NO FUN TO PLAY WITH.So some places arrogance plays a role.Others it does more damage then bragging.So shit like that makes it alot tougher on hard times and keeps us kinda anti social because of it.We all have to say no to a night out with friends as we are broke or have different priorities.Not everyone lives with a credit card.Though who do,it is nothing special.Your gas,bills and food can easily have a payment plan.Average household not so much.So having to not go out with friends or buying a new dress or jacket.Should not get in your head the fun is gone then.There are so many things that can keep you a float when your broke.Many activities that are free.Living on a budget should never get you in that mind change that nothing will ever go your way or it will never get better.Well very well in some cases it does happen.For the vast majority,anyone can make the best of any situation.We are humans for crying out  loud.I know it is rough and I feel anyone having tough times.It sucks hairy ass.But unless you give it all you got and continue to push.You will always sit still..Like one of my quotes....

WE DO NOT SUCCEED 

BY STANDING STILL...

We always need to be wanting to be happy.Tough times will come and go in life like everything else.Take it hard or take it as a grain of salt.Overall your mind makes you who you are and wanna be.

Be groovy

Be stellar

and be 

YOU.

Rudi Jensen