Being a Papa/Grampa

So 8 months ago my beautiful daughter gave birth to a sweet little angel.At first I was like wtf I am not ready to be a papa yet being so young.But I do like the idea that when the baby comes I can send it home when needed.You know that break you need from the grandchilderen after a weekend.You know the same time we wish for with our own kids.So sad thingf is I dont get to see her very much as they live away from me.So when we do see her,it is a very magical moment of joy.Not that I have baby fever.Hell I got 5 kids,who in there right mind would fucking want more,Right? So our first few visits with her we noticed she is striving to be a super smart little girl.Which of course you give credit to my daughter for a job well done.Great momma so far which is a relief.All parents hope when thier kids have kids,They will make good parents.So we are proud of her..So now to the feeling of protection,not sure if it is because it is my daughters baby.But the connection of protection is fully in my mind as if she was my own.Emotions that came with her were soo much different and portrayed different in my head then my own kids.There is a bond with grand parents and it should always stay tight.No matter what,if you argue and fight with your own kid.Keep the bond with your grandchild strong.No one should play games and use a baby as a weapon.So I hope none of my readers ever have that happen.As I am sure it would be painful in so many ways.The joy that fills the house again with a baby is stellar.But the chasing after a crawling baby is been out of our house for 11 years now can be a little draining.So that is always a change.The messy floors and finger prints everywhere is never the same.The sticky fingers and crumbs from one room to the next is funny after she is gone and your start wiping shit down.Boom the memories start to flow when your own kids were in that stage.Then the excitement for the next visit sets in,missing her does as well.So in the meantime well I am still young I will enjoy the fact my daughter had her baby early in life.Gives me the chance to be able to show her how to do so many things as I will not be restricted as I keep my health tip top shape.We all love her at the house.She still has 2 aunties and 2 uncles to always keep her busy and shed the love.We will forever have open arms for her visits and be more then happy to take her whenever possible.Glorious feelings being a Papa.So much different from daddy.

Be groovy

Be stellar 

and always 

Be You...

Rudi Jensen