The way we portray ourselves to society to fit in

So this whole section relates more to the truth from my own eyes then I thought. Yes I include myself in parts of this. I have seen this go on since I was a child. We all try to boast ourselves for whatever the reason it may be. At most people do it without going over board. Lets all just say we know a guy."Yes that fucking guy" That has bloody well did everything better then anyone else. See now I got you thinking and your like. Yup he is right,now your thinking of Mary,George and Bill. So to me that has to do with our confidence and self esteem and wanting to just fit in. I think it is good for people to check out different crowds of friends and different experiences in life. We all should have a bucket list to do every few years. You dont have to be old and feeble to make a bucket list. Little things,keep it simple... So I think there are the white lies and the black lies. Both have a huge difference in the meaning. So as I look at it,telling a white lie is very little and miniscule. Yes your penis is really only 6 inches,but you said 6.8 or 7. No biggie you can pull yourself out of that when confronted. Now then we got the black lies where you actually know they believe the shit they are spewing. Like they killed a Grizzly bear with my bear hands. Damn well knowing Tommy boy could not even kill a dangling booger. Or they have a 6 inch penis and say it is 11 inches. All bullshit,but said to boast to catch the ears of everyone. So we all will boast,some just will go to full extreme's to be ahead of all. Only they will ever be able to say why.. The way the world is now with it being so judgemental and temperamental. You got people whining and bitching about everything from farts,clothing,peoples smell,smiles and hair. So no wonder people wanna make themselves feel better by making themselves out better. So my thing is keeping it real,in so many cases depending on the crowd we are in. We adjust to fit in,whether it with clothes,make up,buying unneeded shit,or boasting ourselves to seem cooler. Which is fact that crowds determine who is in that crowd on the way you are. Snobs,snoots,nerds,druggies,skaters,gangsters and bad asses will always keep to their own. Now a days everyone is a trainer,model or gangster bad ass. I can put on some baggy clothes and put a gun in my trousers,dont make me a Gangster or putting on some fancy clothes and say I am world class model.. Society labels us for everything now,oh yes that is correct.. So many things in society put us right out there competing. Most have come from Social fucking media,it has taken this to new levels from when we were younger. Shit on fb and IG, you can be a fucking unicorn and there are people who will believe that shit. Do I think it is fucked up,oh yes. The shit people believe in now or put their faith in,WTF is what I say. But anyway..Even in the 80's and 90's we still boasted a little,but we had no internet. Now the thing is,this really is a pandemic. As half the bloody friends and family we have,we always have to second guess. Finding that real person is very hard cause everyone wants to fit in and be known or cool. Which nothing wrong with that if you remain YOU. In so many cases people try to be fake so much,they go broke in the process buying shit to fit in or lose real friends trying to fit in with the new ones. All that does is cause problems mentally and physically. So many people get broken hearted over fakeness. It really is hard to be you anymore without being judged for so many things. Myself I say, I dont give 3 fleas on a pigs ass what car you drive or what brand of clothes you fucking wear. If you hike,climb,kayak and like to laugh,get along with my family I have created and have fun. I am all for that. I myself really could not give a shit either if I have what others have, Everyone has his or her own things they love and buy. Sure it makes us feel better to be with the in crowd. But if you are portraying yourself to be a totally different person and then go to another friend and be someone else. That my readers is a fucking snake,slim ball douchery at its finest,someone lost amongst themselves and consumed only by name. We are so concerned about people looking into our glass windows,we truly forget that we are just a single person. And should worry about that and move on,nobody should tell us because of clothes,money or color we should or should not be able to be someone. If you took away labels,the majority of people would click and be friends or not.. That shit will not happen EVER. Having to many friends in life can be stressful always trying to impress. Like some people have 5000 friends on fb. WTF for I say,people just add others to boast their self esteem they know so many people. Just acting like a fucking attention smut. Boasting followers and friends,I am 42 and still dont understand why fb people need all that shit. As if you even talk to 3 % of them right? People look amongst us in so many ways now,sometimes to fill the void in their own boring and shitty lives. Sometimes just to be judgemental. Which brings us back to why people boast themselves and tell little and big lies to make them feel better. Sometimes lying seems better to them,rather then to be judged. People are like chameleons in this day and age. Can change into any form in this day and age. Whether it be a back stabber,cool man\women,a bad ass,sleazy,trashy,fox,nurse,Doctor or a model all in seconds. People seem to be a professional at everything now to fit in and will voice an opinion. But will back lash when confronted. So portraying ourselves in too big of a way can back fire in a big way or little. All about the white lie and the black lie and which one you go on about to be.. Now we have so much social anxiety all across the nation, I believe in a huge way. The way our world seems to point out what we should wear,buy,places to go,what area we should live and what group of people we should be with. Then all the body shaming going on,whether your overweight,just right or into fitness bodies. . That overwhelms alot of people. They cant deal with it and there for try to boast their lives or just plain right avoid society. Either is not right. But as we continue in life to boast our lives in what ways make us feel better. Life goes on whether you follow the crowd or not..It will always go on,some people wake up and just do their own thing. Best damn way,remember boasting is fine,but still be you and dont leave the comfort zone of reality far...

Be groovy 

Be stellar

and always be

YOU..

Rudi Jensen