Broken or not,life goes on

You know we go through life having our hearts,minds and bodies torn to shit. Broken into itty bitty pieces,torn apart like a shark just shredded us. And sometimes seeming unrepairable,we dwell on it. Whether it be our minds,heart or body. We get stuck in a social rut of doing nothing and hiding from all friends and family eventually. Well I will tell you with injuries I have been down alot from broken bones"1yr recovery",torn muscles"3 month recovery",stab wounds"9 month recovery"and car accident injuries"2yr recovery".I dwelled for a long time til I said fuck this. I was avoiding friends,family,potential lovers. My mind was broken after 5 kids in the house all at once. Always having no time,I went nuts and dwelled on it. When I stopped dwelling things went sooo smooth raising my beauties. Just had to find me time.Well let me tell you,now broken hearts. Shit I only had 2 so far,one I dwelled 2 months and the last one almost a year was dwelling. Telling myself now date and then no. Agreeing for a date but last minute cancelling. Then after dwelling...,I said let the dating begin.We cant hide from being broken forever.. Will just make us bitter and lonely.Leaving us with drawing from everything we have already started to create in life.Push on and remember,life goes on whether we broken or not...Rudi Jensen