Sometimes they walk "friends and family"

So between friends and family,sometimes people walk out of our lives. Can be a good thing or a bad thing. Now the way I look at it,if you don't wanna be a part of my life. Goodbye, I will not chase you and will consider you a nobody to me now. Now it will always have some kinda pain towards our minds if they meant anything. But whatever,we can't force someone to wanna be a part of us. Now not saying you wont miss a person who leaves dearly. But if they are making that decision,let them have it. Now I will not say it will be easy to not have them around,but never dwell on it. I think people need to accept the fact that it is just life. Now if you walk out of my life and it just a walk out. Maybe sometime in life we shall meet again. But some people leave like it is a game to hurt you or they leave and start shit. Well I no longer will give a fucking shit about you,wanna play games. Fuck off, I had 2 people walk out of my life this year. One I loved dearly to the edge of the world. But now that rock is gone forever,I dont care if you are family or friends. Walk I can handle that,but start shit on the way out. You are done permanant to me over that. This is a mind battle some have a hard time with,which they should not. Let them go and if they come back,it be up to you to see what is up. Some people just don't click family or friends or just associates. So to realize you are shit to someone may kinda break you down. But hey,it is truly about what you think of yourself that matters. I get alot of messages asking what to do or how much it hurt to watch them go. I am a tad different in my thoughts then most. Cause I really don't wanna lose my mind thinking of why's,gets you nowhere. So my only advice is,if you had a rock or need that rock. You can try and give in and beg and crawl them back. Or realize it was never to be. Some people just wanna see if we care enough and will walk in and out like it is a game. Well even myself put up with this til a few months back. Then realizing,well I guess I am that bad to them. So I will just give them what they want. And that is space,I will leave such a gap they will in the long run realize. Yup they need me and if not,BYE forever. I can never stress enough if people wanna threaten to walk out of your life,let them and just stay away. Best thing for you will be that to make you through the sour feelings. Holidays always bring people back together,I don't beleive in that shit at all. You treat me like shit all year and then wanna be in my life on holidays. No double standards there right. So let people walk and walk and walk somemore. I will always love the 2 that left my life. But some things end forever whether that was the others intensions. Be happy for them and for yourself in any situation someone leaves. Work on you then and let them be. Too many people always asking me how to get someone back. I am not up for that when people wanna walk out. You wanna go,GO. Family will always walk in and out,I am one that will not tolerate that either. Blood don't mean we have to talk or acknowledge each other ever again. Friendships come and go as much as wet farts and love. Let it go,lots of buddies in the sea. You all remember nobody should run in and out of your life. Games are not intended in friendships or family either. Keep your mind clear and realize being alone is better then being on meds or a emotional wreck... Rudi Jensen

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