Would you take back time?

As I awake daily for many years,I wondered if life would have been different. If I had guidance and family love from home. But as many hardships and heart break I went through. For what I have in life,I would not give up or go back in time for anything. I am content in life,but still ask myself questions. I am sure a whole lot of people do and will at times. Like don't get me wrong,I did some bad shit,hurtful,violent,stupid and child like shit. As much as I regret and still feel bad for things I did. I think who you become,is part of how you are raised or raise yourself. Things you go through or situations you are put in. I brought guidance to myself,never having help from anyone. People ask me all the time if I would go back,most people I asked that. Say they would in a second,if I would not lose the family I created. Maybe then !!. But then I would have more questions,like would I still be me ? or would I be someone else ? I quite frankly love who I have become,sure the hell am not rich in money. But I am so rich with family to my heart and the older I got. Learning that was the most important thing to ever captivate my mind. We all go through life and do something we regret and wish we go back,but how far would you go back. What lesson's have you learned,that you would wanna take away. As much as I did bad shit and feel bad. Some lessons I have learned,made me and how I view the world. Like the time I was kicked out of my house young. I learned on that first day or time,that if my own mother was gonna do that. I must fend for myself for years to come. Made me a strong and powerful mind,a strong hearted and helping hand. I almost drowned kayaking in a accident,I learned that strength of the human mind is so powerful. It got me to shore and made me realize that mother nature is ferocious. You may think that is not a good example,but I almost broke my back and drowned. I learned to never underestimate anything in life. Yes it was later in life and only a kayaking incident. But it changes how unscathed of consequences for pushing limits of myself. I also know now when something is out of touch. The lesson I learned having a kid,I learned staying away from certain crowds and doing shit. Without that I doubt I be the person I am now,learning to walk away and not give a rats ass about anothers opinion of me. Was the hardest and biggest challenge of my life. I had a hard time giving up people who I thought were my friends. But I learned how to carry on without drama for many years including this day. So myself maybe for a different career I would drop my life for,if I kept the family I created. How about anyone else,ever ask yourslef if you would go back and how far ? Many will and many won't,that is the best about the human mind. It creates so many thoughts about everything on who would and why in many situtaions in our lives. All in all I am asked by email all the time if I would go back. So to the many,this is simply all I can offer. You have a fabulous day,be groovy be stellar and certainly be you. Rudi Jensen