As we awake

As we awake is the only way I know how to title this. So many of us,we will wake up daily and just have the urge to cry. I say go right ahead and cry your face off. One thing I learned my whole life is being bottled up and full of pain. Holding a front that we are tough and nothing will break us. Well it is good in no way at all for our minds. When I do cry it releases so much inside,not only releasing pain. But also just memories alone can just make us have a happy cry remembering something or someone close to us. Or someone that has left us,maybe a good memory of a friend or family. To this day I will cry for pain,memories,happy moments and more. I never really care who see's or wants to poke fun. Every kid event I have ever did with my kids. I have been teary eyed from sports,grads and moments. Emotions are emotions and can destroy us internally leaving them be and not releasing them. I was never a fan of letting my guard down,now whatever others think is their problem. There are days we need to cry and just sit in silence and remember the times that were there. Whether it is someone passing or just a memory,just is needed. Many people who lose a animal feel guilty for crying for days on and on. I don't think anyone should ever feel ashamed to cry unless you just some heartless bastard and even then. Assholes need to cry to let the demons out too. When we let things into our hearts,if we really loved or cherished the moment. Hell we are gonna have mixed emotions all over the place. Many people live thier lives holding in so much pain,whether it is pain from wrong doing,death or memories. Fuck people let it out as much as you can,if you shy. Go solo,but sometimes it really nice to share the emotions. Anyway this post is so hopefully more people will understand,holding feelings is like holding someone hostage in your mind. Not a way to go at all for us. So the day you wake up and need to let them tears flow,go go go. Let them flow. Have a stellar day. Rudi Jensen