Shit I am always wondering

Everyday people wondering if they a man or a women. Shit I wonder if I will feel like shit for whole day or make enough money to survive. That is a mind fuck on its own to be quite honest,see I am always wondering. I am sure many people spend their days wondering and pondering in their minds. See for many reasons are world has taken so many turns over the last few years,well last 10. I am gonna cover a few things that I wonder about all the time. One thing is I wonder why people still got to give a shit about what others think about them. So to the least now it seems to be all about shaming or not shaming. I think the world has become a sad reality for many reasons. Like I am always wondering why so many think that health shaming is ok,but fat shaming is not. How about fucking neither is ok,I could say that a fit person works their ass off to look good,while someone overweight works to maintain the extra weight eating cheese burgers. The double standards have all went backwards and to shit. Now loving yourself is one thing in life and being comfortable in our own skin. But like fucking really being over weight and obese is so not healthy in anyway. Argue all you want and curse my name. But I am right it is not healthy in anyway. Now you have your overweight in society that wanna make a difference and change the way of being unhealthy. Then we have the one's that blame society of thyroids,bad advertisement for foods they eat,piss and moan and hate everyone. Well yes for some the thyroid is there,but rare. Has become a common excuse for many to make themselves feel good and attention. Always trying to turn the fucking tsables for someone speaking reality and the truth. Not being harsh,but twisting words so that they get pity. Pretty fucking sad and immature for adults. Some will bare knuckle brawl you knowing they are wrong and calling them out. Just bad habits and being lazy for the majority is it. But tell me why as I ponder why this is such a poor way to say you are fat. Lazy is fucking lazy and eating like a god damn pig is just off the wall. We can't force people to accept what they don't want or what they think is a eye sore. We can't make people not be disgusted of things in life. We are not school yard children anymore,why some will never see that. Keeps me wondering if things will get worse or change. I am sorry if nobody likes what I got to say,but I have helped hundreds go through the stages and emotions of weightloss. I meet so many happy obese and overweight to change folks. But yet all over social media there is some broad or bloke flapping off to love yourself as a obese person. yes love yourself,but if you wanna live. Respect your damn self for fucks sakes. There are no excuses for being a animal in the kitchen and promoting unhealthy measures. Wanna be a fucking role model and spread the word. Start by respecting yourself and those around you. Children should not think it is ok to be obese or 80 lbs over weight. So many think it is ok and it is so very sad. I am not a fan of anyone's using size muscular wise or overweight to blame society for the way they are. So many are ready to jump down anyone's throat that they are being shamed because someone says it is not healthy. People should not over play this bullshit fad to accept ours bodies all the way. Yes I agree with some of it,but for bloody sakes. Obese and heavy overweight is so bad and not something to be made money on or self absorbed bullshit spread. When you argue that being way overweight is healthy,I like to kick you down the fucking stairs and each stair you pass. Someone would boot you in the ass. I have worked with hundreds of clients over 10 years and only came across one that never wanted to be healthy and prolong life. I see so many overweight people pissing and moaning that it is unfair this and unfair that. I will say this so bluntly. It is no one's fucking problem but your own if you are overweight,if it is a thyroid problem. Most people who do have thyroid problems,those that do don't advertise it to make people feel pitty. I dealt with many obese clients and rarely came across one with thyroid problems. I hate the fucking excuse's and double standards with some of these people. Get a fucking life,many say I cant go to the gym to workout,either cause embarassment or about money. Now to do home workouts,you dont need tones of shit. Only thing you need is the want to be better then last week and healthier for next year. Positive shit. I have so much respect for anyone who prolongs and live a healthier lifestyle. Them are the one's that inspire me,I know for a fact how hard it is to gain weight or to lose it. INSPIRATION 100%. So another thing I will be short and sweet but very blunt about. Ok so in no way I am against any sex change,drag wear or status. But this gender bullshit that is rapidly destroying and dividing so much has got to stop. I get how strong hearted you are to come out,I respect that so much. But I refuse to sit here and watch as the gender wars come anymore. Fucking bullshit. I will say this bluntly,who fucking cares if you got a dick in your ass,vagina, mouth or toy. Who cares if you wanna dress up and wear make up or boy clothes. Just be comfortable and it is like religion. Don't push it on another ever,sad. How you come across I will treat you,but I refuse to give special treatment. I was raised in a gay enviroment growing up and into adulthood. Even my daughter is gay, but really the cry baby shit needs to stop. Be yourself,if you are around folks that dont accept you. Who fucking cares as long as you accept yourself. But no one should be forced to accept it,I think it has gone to far to try and force people to like it or accept it. Absolute bullshit,just because someone don't like you are gay, transgender or etc. Fuck off you damn suck tits. Double standards,just live your life and quit trying to tell others that they should accept you. If you really accepted yourself,you would not worry how others are. Now yes the bashing and etc,yes that is harsh. But you knew that coming out or changing the way you dress too portray yourself. But if I don't like vegan food,why should I be judged. Fuck off I say,what I don't wanna like in life is my right. I should not have to cry about social media because as a adult I can't handle criticism. We all in life,skinny,fat,obese,fit or gay we all gonna hear day in and day out about someone hates us. Get a fucking back bone and get off your Princess high horse trying to change anothers thoughts or likes. We have a mind of our own for a reason and again I will say. It is one thing if you are being bashed,also another when you are a attention seeking horror. So myself I have no problem with any sex of any kind,I have men,women,drags and etc in my life. What ever floats your boat and makes you orgasms flow your life. I don't care,just fuck off with the forcing people to have acceptance of what your choice is. Your choice,now you accept and move on and stop the bloody whining. In no way it will ever happen that society will accept everything thrown at them. Just how our minds work and the world turns. I love everyone for the majority,unless you some society life sucking fucking Queen snowflake. Anyway I have to go,time to start reading the hate mail for this post in advance he he. If you cant look at my points of my posts,then fuck off cause you never will. I love all and hate all. Just depends how we meet,I always go in the nice guy. You pick from there what kinda friend you wanna be to me. Sex dont make a difference or color or species to me. You could have a animal head and human body. I would still hang with you if we clicked,but no matter how much we click. I accept no fucking snowflaking in my life. Have a fabulous day. Rudi

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