Feelings why we need them, MY VERSION

No doubt about it, feelings play a key role in making or breaking us. Sometimes we wanna hug, cherish, love, play and have happy cry moments. And well to say the least.. Sometimes we wanna punch, kick, slap, cut, run over and have painful cries for the actions we committed. So to say the least, yes it is positive and negative. But this is what makes us all so unique. We can all be like a soft cuddly teddy bear. Then can be like all cray cray cat lady and hill billy psycho like. Now that is shit we don't make up. Just happens, embrace the fact. We can love, hate, cherish and protect in one mind and one body. Neat don't yah think. Some may not think that is good in anyway, but we all have madness. We all have hate, love, kindness and etc and no one can really deny it. If you have never experienced all emotions, well then you have not been in all situations. And of course we don't wanna be in shitty and scary situations. But for real, I think everyone should experience fear, loneliness, happiness, a broken heart, madness, anger and love. It helps define us is more ways then one can imagine. I will never deny that some people can take feelings to extremes and it can destroy them. That I will never deny. But love can destroy us so bad we don't know if we coming or going. But love can also make us a totally different person. It can drag us from the deepest and darkest depths of any place. It can give and make us have drive and desire to move forward. Shine and explore more in life, move on and have a wonderful life with someone. It helps to better ourselves, be stronger. Be more in touch and comfortable with ourselves. I know right, you are thinking. Next this guy is gonna say being alone has benefits too.. That is right, I think everyone should have to experience being alone. Otherwise, we do everything with someone and never really just us. We are always thinking of someone else, never really thinking of just us. Unless you selfish bastard.. But anyway being alone, we get so strong. I know you are thinking being alone hurts, well of course it fucking does. I am not gonna lie about that. It gonna make you hate yourself, cry in a pillow, scream in a pillow, feel sorry for yourself and more. But so what, you will learn that not every moment in life someone gonna cuddle your sucky ass to comfort. You learn that at one point YOU need to be strong. Hate me yet, that is another emotion. I will get to that soon so hold on.  We learn that we must RISE ourselves and move forward. We learn how to be comfortable in our own bodies. Not always sharing it with another. With that comes strength and power to the mind to fulfill anything. So now since I brought out hate thought for a quick moment. I think depending on how you hate, if it a hate towards family, friends, political and etc. Now if you are just spewing hate because you are pissed off trying to get revenge or cause you spreading hate propaganda. Well fuck off to you fine bobble heads. Now to experience hate lets people feel what another feels. See sometimes we wonder why some people hold a grudge and hate someone for so long. Or someone stole something or fucked someone over. The emotions that hate can bring are pretty high on the list of ready to snap cray cray style. So hating someone I think is ok if it is not a forever thing. I think all should forgive and forget at some point, releases our inner anger and feeling lost. Love is love with family, if you give it up. Don't go back unless you are there to stay. Coming and going, well that just hurts and causes hate. Hate is something we when looking at don't fully understand. Until it happens to us. So hate is something that makes us understand how other and we would perceive being in that situation ourselves. Shit you never so mad, You wanted to run the fucker over, you know damn well. Well you were mad, you would of did it. Then regretted it later on in the day or evening. So see all the emotions just one event can bring. As shitty as it is to say, every emotion has a learning lesson. Always has a positive or negative effect. So fear is last but never least or ever forgotten. We all live with it daily unless you cold hearted as fuck. But we fear of losing something, or a specific way we would never wanna experience, losing a loved one, a family member. It is in our heads all the time, if we work a dangerous job. We always have the what if mode daily. No matter how long we work that job. It has fear there, I framed high rises for many years, I never underestimated my days or equipment. Daily I had many moments of what ifs and it being on my mind. Now it is my kids I cherish so dearly I fear daily of losing them. My only answer to a learning lesson about fear. Is that it teaches us about every other emotion we have. We cherish what we have, we make sure we have a defence system to keep it safe. We love hard and deep, we get mad as well when something harms our love or comes close. We cry when pain comes in. So anyway this is what I think. I think people become who they really are meant to be after they experience the right emotions in life. Some people never expereince anything but one emotion.. Either way, what ever your emotion. Be kind, be loving and BE YOU ALWAYS. Rudi Jensen

Be groovy,

Be stellar,

and always

Be YOU.....