Living in paranoia

If you live your life thinking people are always out to get you or trying to rip you off. You have failed at being a friend, lover, human of every kind. When you are constantly paranoid and in distraught over others around our stuff or you. And you are not on drugs. I am afraid to say and will be blunt. You should of not fucked so many people over or thought your shit never stunk to everyone you talked trash to and undermined them. I hope your paranoia destroys you to the point that you change. It amazes me how many people live this way.. But it is no surprise when you think you are better then everyone else. People will have no problem ripping you off or fucking with you. This has nothing to do with arrogance. This has to do with assholes who act way better then everyone and belittle them. Treating people like shit always..People don't want that shit, especially from some punk or those who have ripped so many people off before. Once you get to the point of being nervous, paranoid of your house and belongings. You have done wrong as a human. Then they always be like, I am not paranoid, but yet Fort Knox is not so secure or paranoid as them. Assholes will always deny that that paranoia comes from them and their shit not stinking shit or ripping people off now or prior. Everything has a turn around.. I know a few people like this in life. They have brought it on themselves and still in denial they are goof assholes. I just look at them in a very sad way when listening to the paranoia. It is so sad especially when you are in your 30's and 40's.. Rudi Jensen