Forced happiness

So no way to beat around the bush, not like anyone has any anymore. Ever just find that everyone thinks we need more happiness and love. Like if they know us better then our own self. I get it if we moping around asking and wah wahing about it. Love and happiness is always pressured in life and should not be really at all. Be happy, find some happiness and bla bla fucking bla from everyone. Especially if you just got out of a long relationship. Like don't get me wrong, when you finished with something after that long. Much are never really ready for a while and if they are. Only cause they got horny and wanna feel the need. I know you are like this guy can fk right off we all need happiness ( Picture my mocking voice at you now ). But listen in reality when I am pissed off or feeling down. That is me resetting whatever is going through my mind. It may not bring me happiness at this moment someone else thinks I should have it. But it will bring me it eventually. Every frown, sad face or non energetic person. Well we dont have to walk around in life smiling or as I like to say it. Having forced happiness. Shit if you see me on the street, I am the happiest and most energetic person. But look like I wanna eat part of you. But I am happier then fly on a fresh steamy one. Sure some people need happiness as you or I may seem fit. But in general most people are content on the moment or the situation. Some people don't want another in their life for that kinda happiness. So many people wind up being with someone because of being pressured to be happy and then all hell breaks loose. Alot of us are happy inside and alot of others don't see that. Because they too busy assuming we are not happy and content inside. I for one, am and never will just strut a smile 24/7 cause someone thinks I need happiness. Absurd as far as I am concerned, my face be bloody sore. We are forced for so many other emotions in life as it is cause of the shit shows that are around in life. So why can't people pick what makes them happy and why do people cave when someone keeps pressuring them to be happy. These are things that should never be. As really who cares what another thinks we should not say, say, love, hate, believe in, wanna be or anything else. We have our own minds, hearts and bodies. If you dont have yours. TAKE IT BACK.