Good fucking by 2020

Well what a fucking year that was, straight in, no lube. Just tear you a new one ripping your life apart and more. Wheww over. I know 2020 got most of you all broken hearted, financially hurt, drained emotionally, in distraught and more. Looking for ways to heal and forget. The trauma received throughout the year was a record high for many. Not like we measure how much pain and shit we go through. But 2020 being a nightmare, a horror flick and etc. The deaths, the drugs, the drama, the fakeness, the VID thing, financial ruin. Got everyone wanting to hang things up and move on and forget. Some of us are still dealing with the aftermath of the year. Trying to find ourselves, but still stuck in a painful rut. Seeking closure for things said, once said, things done and things on going. Many of us have reshaped differently through out the year, learning new ways to survive. New ways to handle the stress handed out to us. Surviving hardships takes a toll on anyone and this past year has taken a toll on half the country. I for one have had such a toll over my heart all year. Fuck I just want it to be over. Then I think of some of the other hardships from others that they are having. I am like my heart is nothing, many of us will reshape learning how to live, survive and cherish moments. Ones we never cherished before. The more we lose, the less we have. The more we want to hold, love and cherish stronger, harder and longer. Our mental health globally deteriorated over this past year. Many will never be the same, some will never trust the system, another or themselves again. During our rough, bad, wtf and pathetic year. Many are wishing the new year brings more joy, as we lost most last. Bring more love from near to far. The closure for me came as of the time I hit my pillow. Its called OUT LOOK, have a shitty one and it back fires. Daily I feel like I am gonna not make through some moments with my heart. But I do...you know why. Cause there is another day abroad, like there is another year. I dont dwell on it, it hurts. But what dont in life anymore ? Right, If I can remind myself that broken hearts, broken moments and broken paths are only temporary. I can go on. This is always my advice no matter what pain we receive. We all have a storm in our lives, whether we share with the rest or do it alone. It is there and can be different and it is only temporary. So for those of you wishing for a better year. It will be, things change and well so do people. Keep your heads high and remember we may not all be in same boat, but the storm is roughly the same. So stay calm, let the mind flow and the heart glow. Keep the head high and enjoy the New Year. Rudi Jensen