Nov. 4, 2021

Heart Break or Mind Break

In life its inevitable we will lose our minds once or twice in a life time. How we handle it is another, heart break can do all sorts to our minds. Making things seem foggy, out of reach and causing internal pain for days, months and even years. That is heart break as it takes the mind and the heart. Making it some of the worst mind toss we will ever encounter in life. Trauma is another that hits our minds with such blunt force. Even the most inspirational
and inspiring people around will fall. The way I look at it in life, we are taught from the start of life. That with love it hurts and breaks our heart. One thing forsure I have learned in life, is that it is not our heart. I know some of you will have tt's and write me your nonsense before reading the rest. So I will have to copy and paste the same thing to a few soccer moms, construction dads, mini van drivers and self entitled people. Yup people who think others always always
should adapt to their ways. Anyway those folk another day.. So what I am trying to say, is if our heart broke, we be in the ER kinda thing.. Mind break, now that shit is real and reality. If it was heart break, maybe a few drops of blood would not flow for a week or two. But nooooo its our brains that dont function for days, months and sometimes years. Now dont get me wrong, it is hurt in every single way. But not the heart, ok if you wanna look at it that way.
But I dont faint, get hospitalized for heart break. Now for losing my mind for hurt. Damn the whole world collapses around me or you out there when it happens. Now I have been in a few painful situations that people say heart break and I say mind break. Cause I lost all emotion, the need to wanna do anything, I was unstable dynamite had nothing on my attitude. The crying shit was like I was in a diaper, where's my ice-cream. So in reality it is really how you wanna look at how trauma and love break you. I think it breaks the mind in everyway, my heart dont make my decisions, unless chamber to chamber and even then it fails sometimes lol. We all experience different feelings during mind break/heart break and no one can ever compare. If they do, well they are just selfish cunts simple as that. Pain is not measured person to person and that is reality to most and fairytale to others. Whether you look at your heart break or your mind break, it is very inevitable that you will experience it. If not come see me, I wanna shake your hand and head butt you. Myself and many others were never lucky not to have experienced it. Keep your mind tight, but dreams all over the place. Dont let heart break or mind break make you lose yourself at all out there. ©Rudi Jensen