Lonely,hurt and lost

Sometimes making the right choices,
Leaves us broken hearted,
Our minds tangled in a complete mess.
Leaving us live in doubt,
Ok so I was bad,I said some stuff that I should not of.
Knowing they had hurt you,I never realized how much til now.
Now you continue to make me and you suffer.
Me on the sidelines,while you go about
Leaving our life loveless,lonely and lost.
There is no longer touch,smiles,laughter and more.
Sure is nothing like before.
It's like walking around stubbling through the night,
Looking for our lost love,
One that was of the rarest and purest kind.
Now years have went and passed,
The heartbreak is still so surfaced.
Bringing more loneliness and sadness to our life.
You have so much hate and madness
I am losing my love now.
One can only be forgotten for so long.
If we shall not be loving,kind and open and satisfying
Then this chapter in our life needs closed.

©Rudi Jensen