Quote

"Ever feel nonexistent and alone,
Always near,but always far.
Never being understood,
Always trying to justify yourself.
Trying too hard to be something,
Something you are not sure you can be.
To be noticed and acknowledged
To be heard and not ignored
So you start falling behind in
your mind.
Losing daily steps lost in thought.
Seeming out of control
With no transition in sight.
Only something lurking deep inside.
Internally draining every moment,
Every breath is a panic,
To be accepted,
Emotions sinking
Making me frantic.
Lost to internal sadness,
I search for new ways to be heard.
And leave all of the above..
"

©Rudi Jensen