I know

You had your time with my heart.
For what it matters I loved you from the start.
Till I found out and new we would end up apart.
But there's that part where you went outside.
And let someone deep inside,
You were offended when I asked.
And you knew you did the task.
You played it off like it was in my head.
When I already knew you were in someone's bed..
When you stop touching me and things felt different.
Now I am suffering,
I knew it wouldn't be long before it got
out of hand.
Your secret lunches and dinners..
The long vanishing travels throughout
the day.
Doing your dirty sway..
In the end it makes you pay,
Because I started to prepare myself for this day.
It was a wonderful stay but now I leave with alot of questions in tow.
On how many times you have been so low.
But parts of me don't want to feel that blow.
Because it's quite obvious you don't like our flow.
As I write this you're at it now,
Pretending you went for lunch so you
can get your glow on.
My trust has tarnished,
My heart has vanished.
I have seen you at first hand,
With my own eyes,
While you lay there and lie.
I wondered why cause he was so bland.
But I watched you take his hand.
While I broke apart and fell to the land.
Felt like my life went out with bang...
And now I know I have to say goodbye.
Cause I don't wanna be that guy..

©Rudi Jensen