Moving about

"As I awake and start moving about.
Shaking off the previous day disasters.
While swaying back and forth,
Trying to unravel the lack of energy that has arrived
this day.
Searching, panicking and heart palpitations hindering
all movements and thoughts.
Wondering how this day shall be,
Where it shall take me....
These thoughts....
Is it me or the day at hand ?
I wonder has my life become so bland ?
That it feels as if I have been buried in the sand.
This world has so much demand,
Hard to keep up, when feels like you been slapped around.
But my heart is in command,
And beating like its in a band,
Trying to unhand the thoughts conceived starting back in my homeland."

©Rudi Jensen