Her desired thoughts 'Finished version"

She is fierce like a mystical Beast. Looking for something to feed her soul. While she searches the night and days looking for that special someone. Her deep dark and sexual thoughts keep her love glowing deep inside and dreams flowing. And when she's feeling all blue, pondering to herself another clue. She walks in the morning dew,while off searching her true meaning of life.. Often wondering what it would like to be someone's wife. If anyone will love her as she is or her body. As it appears to her, she has flaws and is ashamed of them. She tries not to be,but sadly is. Knowing deep down that anyone that love's her,will except her flaws without a glance. Will love her raw to the very end. Being so loved and cherished without the worry of pain and stabbing memories of previous loves. Keeping a good mind set about how things are at a float. But still has her needs and needs that need to be fed. Now wanting a man to touch and caress you with love,comfort and warmth. Is so much more different then wanting a man to caress your inner soul,making you feel sexy and dirty at the same time. As her mind ponders on the existence of a long time partner. It slowly fades in and out of her mind over never happening. But her sexual desire and needs are hungry and needing to feed. She is ready to be lit on fire...As she starts to seek the thought more and me,she finds herself picking a outfit that will knock many in her direction.She starts to run soft but deep intense sexual desire through her mind. Drawing out her most sensual feelings as she starts to feel her curves. Asking herself if she has what it takes,she has desires. To be held and made love to passionately like everyone else. By a man,a real man though,one with rough hands and muscles to hold her and lift her up. As that is a deep desire of hers. She starts to tingle with desire more, feeling her firm breasts holding them up high,squeezing them together. Now admiring her shape and size,realizing she looks fabulous. Giving her a little more confidence she looks good. Feeling sensations running through her body like she has not felt for a long time. She decides to continue to look for the outfit as she goes out on a limb,to find a one night stand man. One she has thought about having for many moons,one that will take her deep hard and passionate. Making her feel sexy,but rocking her world filling her fantasy. Knowing she is gonna have no strings attached deep thriving sex is a turn on by itself she thinks. As thoughts are pondering powerful in her mind as she starting to get frisky. As she sets her mind in a different place not to think, but do it. She then prepares her beauty with hair flowing,dark but light make eye shadow and dark eyeliner and her lipstick shining red. Eyes so beautiful,they will surely captivate the eyes of any man she thinks to herself. Choosing a low cut black skirt with with a low cut cleavage barring one. As she stares in the mirror of how curvacious her body looks. She wants to be noticed a little dirty so she will be taken in a dirty way without question or doubt in her mind. Now looking ultra smashing,she decides to pour a glass of wine. As she sits back on the chair admiring herself,she starts to rub her inner thighs and breasts. Feeling all sexy and beautiful,she starts to roar inside. Her insides are on fire and just wan't to explode and it is time to go. She calls a cab to take her to the place to fill her temporary happy moment for this fantasy. As she lies there she continues to rub herself making herself volitile to explode apon impact. Her hand slowly starts to go down her underwear. Touching herself slowly with deep thoughts on what it will be like. She gets going and starts to get juices flowing ignoring the knock on the door. She continues and then hears the door and is interupted. Promptly getting herself together to answer the door. Opening the door stands some young 30 something fit brown hair muscular blue eyes gem. She could not help herself to blurt out what time he was off. Very horny now and no man was going to be saying no to her. He said in a hour or so to her and she can't wait. Now is the only answer willing to hear right now. Then bluntly saying ' I wan't you to fuck me right now " no strings attached,I just wanna feel sexy and wanted. The man was in complete shock as if it was a joke that some hot lady wants to fuck like now. Reaching out pulling him into her apartment kissing him for more pursuasion. At that moment moment he took over and her fantasy was about to begin. Slowly but firmly propping her up on the kitchen counter kissing her madly feeling her thighs and firm breasts. Pulling on her hair kissing her neck knibbling the top of chest. Inside she is ready to explode roaring like she never roared before. She could feel the wetness in her panties,slipping his shirt off she beguns to melt. Melt at the sight of the muscular rippled chest and shoulders. As she starts to unzip his pants he inserts his fingers deep inside. Making her let out a mighty roar like a lion. Dripping wet and horny,he starts to pull her top off admiring the beatuy of her. She is so very sexy to him, he pulls her off the counter and takes her to the wall and props her leg up and goes down to fulfill her dark fantasy licking her inner thighs. Making her water up even more. Swirling his tongue in motions she has never experienced she starts to cum on his face and fingers. Roaring like crazy and dripping wet. He bends her over kissing her back pulling her firmly into him,propping her leg up. Then entering her dripping wetness slowly but deeply penetrating her. Pulling her hair and squeezing her nipples,she is glowing inside feeling so desired. Her nipples have never had so much tongue action for many years or ever been so hard. Her vagina was so wet and swollen she thought it was gonna explode. As he continues to pump her deeply,he picks her up while deep inside. Lays her on the bed and starts off at deep long thrusting motion while she starts to wimper and moan. The feeling is that of never before,he starts to pump harder and faster. She starts to cum and cum again. He starts going faster and faster making her roar and roar more as her juices soaking each other. Feeling him harden up, she throws him over on his back. Jumps on top,taking control to rock his world now. Feeling all sexy and super horny,she starts to twist and gring him up and down. Digging her nails into his chest pulling herself forward and back. Feeling it deep inside or her swollen pussy and ready to explode. She slows down ,leans down and starts kissing him igniting and cum inside of her. Filling her inner deepest desires,she then just sits and swirls the wetness around. While still kissing him pationately before jumping off. Saying no words to each other after, both getting dressed as if nothing happened. Looking upon one another with disbelief of what just happened. Her dripping wet pussy,both fulfilled with what was quick no strings attached sex. Him leaving with a smile on his face with a story to tell. Her having her desired thoughts fullfilled. As she watches the door close ,she grins with excitement for she has felt sexy and wanted. Dirty too,but that is what she wanted. Even though being dirty,she was felt wanted sexually by a man. A feeling that is long awaited for, one that she has longed many times for. He just happened to be around for the thought and fulfilling moment. On high grounds once again having confindence a man would take her. Knowing and always thinking she had flaws. She now knows she has what it takes,they will still take her in their arms. She has always known her personality was accepted,but never her body. She now will soar above her old views of herself and have desires fulfilled not just dreamed of. xxx

Rudi Jensen

Hope you enjoy,I did some editing as my first version made a few uptight. Obviously they don't believe in fantasies. So anyone who wants the full unedited version. Send me a email at  BeGroovyBeStellar@rudijensen.com  and I will send you unedited version.

Be groovy

Be stellar

and always

Be YOU.... 

Even it means getting your tang juiced.